..Take a breath;; Pull me close &&take one step;; Keep your eyes locked on mine &&let the musikk be your guide.. (:

July 18.
Staying the night with Brizz..!

July 13-July 17.
Did nothing all week besides work VBS at Destiny. Yapp..! &&The 15th;; HAPPY BiRTHDAY BROTHER..! I miss that fool.

July 12.
Left at 6 this morning, Michigan time. Got home at 5.30, Oklahoma time. Went swimming with the sisters;; Jordan, Hailey &&Jessica. Then, Mitchell came over. Now, I am going to unpack &&go to sleep;; iN MY OWN BED for the first time in four weeks.. (:

July 11.
Uhm.. Woke up. Got around. Drove to St. Joe.. Went out to eat at Clementine's. Then, we drove to a state park trail. We thought okay this will be a good walk to the beach, about 5 or ten minutes.. PSHT! WE THOUGHT! The trail alone was ten minutes.. Then, we took twenty minutes climbing sand hills &&going down them.. Until we FiNALLY got to the beach.. Just so we could turn around &&do it again. &&Let me tell you.. It was WAY harder going back. &&To add to this.. The mosquitoes were insane.. &&I HATE mosquitoes.. Welp. That's all. Then we came back here. &&I am just on the computer. We are watching UFC tonight at 10. Then leaving at 6 in the morning to come home..!

July 10.
Literally sat at home all day. Whcih, I didn't wake up until 1pm so it wasn't that long of a day. I was on the computer most of the day.. Cleaning &&packing the rest of it. My daddy got in town around 2am.. &&So.. I said heyy &&then off to bed..!

July 9.
Left at 9ish in the morning to go to Michigan's Adventure. I got car sick on the way so we stopped to buy Dramamene..! Then, I sat in the front seat &&slept till we got there. I felt much better. I ended up feeling good enough to ride all the rides &&everything. We were tehre ALL day.. &&We got home around midnight..! It was fun.. (:

July 8.
Mm.. Ryan called me at 10 in the morning &&freaking woke me up. We were talking so I got up &&got on the computer. Mm.. It's almost 2 &&I am STiLL on the computer;; But, I am home alone.. So, I have a reason. I prolly won't do anything until 4.. &&I hope I can hang out with Aunt Darcy.. But, Idkk. I have to take a shower now.. &&Then, I'll be back on!

July 7

Are what makes life GREATT..

May 31.
I went to bed at 8 last night. Tev called me at 12:30 am. I answered. Uhm.. Woke up. Went to church. Uhm.. Came home &&did nothing. Then, went to the gym. It wasn't even open so we went to the library. I got 2 books;; A Girl, In Parts. &&Songs Without Words. Today is the last day in this journal. I am starting a new one for the month of June. (:

May 30.
HAPPY BiRTHDAY SAZZLE. (: I lubb youu despite our fights. Uhm.. I didn't sleep at all last night. I talked to Noland from 5am till 7am. Me &&Bri.zzle watched some Lifetime movies.. &&We called some crazy idiot 44 times in an hour and a half! Uhm.. We left at 11.30 to go buy a birthday prezzz. Uhm.. Went to Savvy's party. Hung out. It was a blast. I had so much funnn! (: &&Then, I cam home to Bri's house &&am updating my blog. I don't plan on talking to anyone for awhile so.. Go ahead &&message me but don't expect a reply.. Unless I have to. Uhm.. Yeahh. Life sucks. I just wish I was a king white crayon;; That way no one would use me.. Not even the kidd who 'loves' me. (: But, I just learn to smile through it all. I have been let down by everyone this past week. &&After so much hurt.. Your heart kinda grows numb. Like.. You no longer even have feelings. Well.. That's me. Don't ask. Don't pretend you care. &&Don't tell me you'll always be there. That is all bull to me now. I won't believe anyone. TRY ME.. =/

May 29.
HAPPY BiRTHDAY AFTON &&COACH TARON!!! So.. I slept in till 12.30. Woke up. Took a shower. Then, went to watch the new Night at the Museum movie;; It was great! Then, I came home. Applied make-up. Then moped around. I'm going to stay the night at Briana's house tonight. We are going shopping! Then, tomorrow we are going to Savvy's partyyy.. (: That's about it.

May 28.
UPDATE;; (: So I lied. I'm updating. I had a fantabulous day. I read a few chapters of my book. I cleaned house mostly. My dad picked Tev up after work &&he came over. I got a 'hello' kiss. We rocked out on Guitar Hero.. Or we tried. LoL. We both suck. Well, I do anyways. No pun intended. Then, we packed up &&went to the lake. He went tubing;; &&He flew off.. HiLARiOUS! My original plan was to not get wet. But, we went to the shore to hang for awhile. &&I was just walking around in the water.. Wearing my clothes still.