You may never read this &&when or if you do.. You probably don't give an eff about me anymore anyways. But.. I don't really care what you say or think anymore. It's no longer about you. It's about me.. Making myself happy. &&To let this out.. It makes me smile. &&That's it.. (:
I told you I would never let you go;; Just another lie. I told you we would be together forever.. Well, forever has ended. I told you you were the one.. But you weren't who I thought you were. I told you "I love you." &&That is indeed true.. I will always love you &&you will always have a place in my heart. But, I have to move on. I will love you from now on as a brother or my best friend.. Nothing more, nothing less. I have said this many times before "I am so over him".. &&I never thought it would be the truth. Until now. I honestly believe, after knowing who you REALLY are, that I am over you. Sure, we are best friends. But.. I just miss the boy I thought you were. The one who loved me for me &&didn't try to change everything about me. The one who was always there for me. The one who told me everything about his life. The one who made me happy. The one I made happy. The one who held me tight. The one I kissed with no regrets. The one who held my hand &&promised to never ever let go. The one who pinky promised me there would always be an "us". I miss that boy;; The one who finally let go. I love you..!
You shouldd.. (: &&We should go to the All Girl's tour next year that me &&Bree went to.. (: You would like it..!
117 years & 2 days ago 27th Jul 2009 13:28
Woahh... 3chpts...thats good... Waay better than mee... I need to catch upp. But I may get a Bible magg too. I need one.
117 years & 3 days ago 26th Jul 2009 20:45
I have decided to read about three chapters of the New Testament in my Bible magazine every night.. (:
117 years & 6 days ago 23rd Jul 2009 10:34
&&thats alright start at your own pace...
117 years & 8 days ago 21st Jul 2009 20:19
Yay..! I wanted to start my devotions too but I just haven't had the urge to do so. I need to.. &&I will. I just don't think I am ready for it yet;;
117 years & 8 days ago 21st Jul 2009 15:05
God has a facebookk... Hmmm...somethings not right... lol=]] But anyways....thats great... Im getting my relationship back to...i love it im happy...haha...Im proud to say I do my devotions evrynight...its hard...bc...my flesh doesnt want to but i force myself...&&i feel great afterwards...
117 years & 9 days ago 20th Jul 2009 16:27
It is.. Indeed.. (: For real this time..! I have been listening to God more &&it helps. I get a daily word from Him on Facebook.. &&It is so accurate it kind of weirds me out a bit.. (: But, I listen to them.. &&I love it!
117 years & 15 days ago 14th Jul 2009 20:34
BRANNNN!! Honey...im happy for you(if this truee).
I hope so...i<3youu!
117 years & 15 days ago 14th Jul 2009 20:07
Really..?! That's weird..
&&Baha.. WOWW. That's great! LoL.
117 years, 1 month & 3 days ago 25th Jun 2009 19:02