You may never read this &&when or if you do.. You probably don't give an eff about me anymore anyways. But.. I don't really care what you say or think anymore. It's no longer about you. It's about me.. Making myself happy. &&To let this out.. It makes me smile. &&That's it.. (:
I told you I would never let you go;; Just another lie. I told you we would be together forever.. Well, forever has ended. I told you you were the one.. But you weren't who I thought you were. I told you "I love you." &&That is indeed true.. I will always love you &&you will always have a place in my heart. But, I have to move on. I will love you from now on as a brother or my best friend.. Nothing more, nothing less. I have said this many times before "I am so over him".. &&I never thought it would be the truth. Until now. I honestly believe, after knowing who you REALLY are, that I am over you. Sure, we are best friends. But.. I just miss the boy I thought you were. The one who loved me for me &&didn't try to change everything about me. The one who was always there for me. The one who told me everything about his life. The one who made me happy. The one I made happy. The one who held me tight. The one I kissed with no regrets. The one who held my hand &&promised to never ever let go. The one who pinky promised me there would always be an "us". I miss that boy;; The one who finally let go. I love you..!
Yea I told her librarian a couple days ago. That didn't go over well
117 years & 22 days ago 10th Jun 2009 12:52
ladychrissykat
awww glasses!
i think they'll be CUTE!
=)
117 years & 22 days ago 10th Jun 2009 11:29
Wow thats amazing. Okay here goes, reply to random facts... 1 yes u r, guaranteed. But i am too so its ok 11 I'm doing a great job fitting in. 12 aww thanx 29 I think I do too, but I only made it to 3:30 last night. 40 I'm going to miss u 41 I'm going to miss u A LOT! 45 OMG NOW IM HUNGRY 47 nah it's over rated 56 hmm. But I might. 66 hahahaha u were sooo mad at Ryan!!! 74 that song is the stuff! 77 ditto 80 if only they came in bags of 13 pink ones... 89 I already do, but u already know that 94 I kinda do too, don't tell anyone or I will kill u. 97 I have never said this, and now I never will. 101 u smile at everything, even when u want to cry. U always help the people who need it. Ur one of my best friends and I love you! Sorry thats like 4 facts but oh well
17 years & 22 days ago
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