Written by a boy......

When she stare's at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she start's cursing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignore's you
[ Give her your attention ]
When she pull's away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared
[ Protect her ]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steal's your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she tease's you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she look's at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When she say's that she like's you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grab's at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]
When she bump's into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tell's you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]
When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]
When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]
When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her (unless you dont have a cell phone)
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's i

intro
people say you should come out strong and face your fears. But when your me, facing the unknown might be the worst thing you could ever do. It probably will be the last thing you ever do anyways, so why did I try? The sweat dripped down my face. I kept running though my legs had no will of running. Whatever was there was going to get me, i thought frantically. I was only seven, running from the unknown. Why did i have to do this? summoning that thing was a bad thing, but messing up and having it haunt you was another.I ran across the street, almost getting killed, but as i hit the sidewalk i tripped. I laid down there and went to sleep. My mind told me to. In the morning i would know if i had escaped.



chapter one

Hiding


Buzz! Buzz! Buzz! I rolled over in my bed and hit the alarm clock. That same haunting dream of what i did when i was seven again. Why did i have to keep reliving it. Whatever, i thought. Im fifteen now, i told myself. Oh no. Today was friday the thirteenth. The day of the devil. The day when all the things i hate revolve around me. Only I would be able to witness the horrifying things that would happen today because of this curse. I groaned. I needed to get myself together. I quickly got dressed, glad that i had covered all the mirrors in our house. Mirrors were the entry to the world unknown, so some pretty nasty things can come up to get you from them.....


i will only continue if i get ten posts
i will not count the same person twice

[] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an mp3 player/ipod/discman.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[] You love your family (All of them)
[] There is a pool/spa/lake/pond in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 4

[] You dress the way you want to.
[] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[] You have never been beaten up
[] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to
[] Your room is big enough for you
[]People don't use you for something you have
[x] You have been to the movies.
T 0 T A L: 2

[] You have over 500 friends on myspace
[] You have pictures of yourself on myspace
[] Your parents let you have a myspace
[] You get allowance/loan.
[]You Collect something normal.
[] You look forward to going to college/university
[]You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play/have played a sport.
[] You want to do something after school/college/university
T 0 T A L: 1

[x] Your family owns a car/truck/van.
[] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[]You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life
[] You have friends.
[x] You've never had a detention
T O T A L: 2

[] You know what is going on in the world.
[] You are happy with your life
[] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[] You have a screen name.
[] You own/owned a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs
[] You don't have any enemies
T O T A L: 2

Total over all: 11

times it by 3 = 33

101%+: A+
90-100%: A
80-89%: B
70-79%: C
60-69%: D
00-59%: F

I currently have a "F" In life.
i already knew that
;-;

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