when i looked in your eyes ten years ago
i seen no hate and despise where did that go

i try to pray for you every day
but i cant help but cry

i miss who you were i guess it was all a lie

i try to tell myself you really dont care
but when i look into my memories
you will always be there

i try to forget who you used to be
some times i wonder if you even loved me

it was all a joke
one big lie
you hurt me and i broke
why did i try

i tried to be strong i tried to carry on
but everything i did just went so wrong

i try to tell myself that person was not you
but im lying to myself who am i to fool

you made yourself forget your roots
and hung up your ole huntin boots

now i know why you lie
and now i know why i cried

today im my head up high throwing on some camo and going for a ride im not coming back not even not tonight
you can try to find me you can try hard
but you wont find me and im alright

i wont shed a tear not ever nor tonight

when you hurt me, i still wanted you.
when you ignored me, i still smiled at you.
when your were with another girl
i was happy for you && after all this time.
i still love you =)


i'm sick of hearing sorry from you,if you were
really sorry you'd stop doing things that cause
you to be sorry in the first place

i may not know where i'm
going, but i know where
i've been & i'm not going
down those roads again

When the power of love overcomes the love
of power, the world will know peace. - Jimi Hendrix

sometimes you need to experience the bad
things in life to realize just how good the
good things really are.

& everytime i think about you, i have to remind
myself that if you wanted to be with me then you would be.


there were so many things left unsaid
but what we had, just disappeared
as you call yourself a idiot because of your mistake
but now, you can't get back what youve messed up

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can't because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.