when i looked in your eyes ten years ago
i seen no hate and despise where did that go

i try to pray for you every day
but i cant help but cry

i miss who you were i guess it was all a lie

i try to tell myself you really dont care
but when i look into my memories
you will always be there

i try to forget who you used to be
some times i wonder if you even loved me

it was all a joke
one big lie
you hurt me and i broke
why did i try

i tried to be strong i tried to carry on
but everything i did just went so wrong

i try to tell myself that person was not you
but im lying to myself who am i to fool

you made yourself forget your roots
and hung up your ole huntin boots

now i know why you lie
and now i know why i cried

today im my head up high throwing on some camo and going for a ride im not coming back not even not tonight
you can try to find me you can try hard
but you wont find me and im alright

i wont shed a tear not ever nor tonight