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cx38
Some are by me others arn't.

Even when I know i should be
happy i cant because theres
still that one person who
reminds me that Im still a
screw up

Everyone sees her smiling
but no one can really see
that she is crying her
eyes out on the inside...

One day your gonna hit that
wall and fall on down no
matter how strong you are...

My heart is broken.. once
again..you said you loved
me but I was stupid to
believe you.. my life has
ended and now I know my
heart will no longer be
used to love ...

She says she's fine; but shes going insane.
She sas she feels good; but
she's in aot of pain. She says its nothing; but its really alot.
she says she's okay; but really
she's not.

Behind my smile is a hurting
heart. Behin my augh im falling
apart. Look closely at me and
you'll see the girl you see
isn't really me.

I truly don't know what hurts
worse being called the names or
being slapped...

I cut, you smile,
I bleed, you snicker,
I die, you laugh.

If i frown, will u make me smile?
if i cry, will u wipe away the tear?
if i cut, will u stop the bleeding?
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cx3815
cx385 Sep 20070comments
You see that girl over there?
the one smiling and taking
with her friends. Just five
minutes ago, she was sitting
in the bathroom crying as she
cut herself. Isn't if scary how
much a fake smile can hid and
how much a few bracelets can cover.
cx3815
cx385 Sep 20070comments
She gave up. She finally
gave up. She dropped the
fake smile as a tear ran
down her cheek she whispered
to herself. "i can't do this
anymore"
cx3815
cx385 Sep 20070comments
What is the point,
In coming to school,
Happy, full of life,
For you to bring me down again?

There isn't one,
Is there,
Didn't think so,
Well I don't care anymore.

(her)"Like your shoes, really fashionable"
(me)"Thanks"
(her)"No really, I like them"
(me)"No you dont"

I walked off,
Almost in tears,
Because of you,
You scarred me.

Trying to be tripped over,
Blamed for treading on their foot,
Your older,
You should know better.

(her)"Why are you treading on my foot"
"Dont walk away"
"Get back and fight"
"Thats what I thought"

I walked off,
Almost in tears,
Because of you,
You scarred me.

Why do you all do it,
Why do you hurt me,
Why do you scar me,
Why leave me on the edge?

As I walk away,
Almost in tears,
scarred,
You laugh.

Provoking me,
Making me lose my temper,
Then laughing, saying oh that was cool,
Now I react.

Well guess what.
I don't care if I don't have friends,
I don't care if im skinny,
I dont care what names you call me,

You've scarred me enough,
So much,
Because of you,
I don't care anymore.
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cx3815
cx385 Sep 20070comments