i swear. i've been getting dumber lately
i can't even concentrate on stuff anymore... and i can never think of the right words for things? that's one of my biggest problems... i stumble over words like, all the time and it sux and idk why

and i just. cant concentrate when im doing stuff. schoolwork? more like, do like 3 things and take forever to do them ngngnhhghghu

i read online that these were symptoms of depression but. i already have gotdam depression and my weird rocks-for-brains feeling has only been here for like, a month

this was on the RC but it was getting really long so i decided to make a blog post to expand on this stupid issue i have with my IDIOT BRAIN HEAD

because. i _do_ have a dumb brain thing that generally makes it hard for me 2 Actually Do Things (blah blah blah executive dysfunction) but i swear it's been worse lately

then again. i haven't been sleeping well at all (i slept 2 hours last night an the night before) and i guess i've been eating garbage too...

i mean. hell, this might not even be a 'real' issue for me, maybe i just only recently noticed how dumb i am? haha