I didn't make any new blog posts until exactly a year from nov 3 2017?? x'D self??

it's been such a ROUGH year I thought this was done with 2016
but it's just kept up


the more I learn the more I regret humanity
a lot of things become difficult to reconcile
but focusing on the small stuff that makes me happy and doesn't hurt anything as much as it wastes time
that's all I can do for now I guess