it hasn't hit me all the way, i still expect you to be there when i get home.

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you were my bestfriendd, i could count on you for anything. and its hard to grasp the fact your not going to be here anymore.

You mean the world to me and i cant wait to see you againn.


We thought it was all gone, :[
it was a miracle all the tumors were shrinking.

January 23rd everything had changedd.

60-80 tumors, you gave me the biggest hug and started balling.

i've never seen you so scared.

well a couple of weeks later the news had gotten worse it spread EVERYWHERE.

doctors said it would be about 3 monthss. well who knew it would be two weeks.

it was 8:32 this morning that i lost youu.


I wish i could take back ever doing what i did, baack talking to you, and ever hurting you in any way shape or form.

Mommy, i love youu.

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rest in peace
thank you everyone who has taken the time to let me know how much they care, it means a lottt.