With the start of each new day I find myself thinking of you. In the middle of my busy day my mind wanders and I think of you. Out of nowhere I see your smile hear your laugh and I think of you. Life is beautiful now because I fallin love all over again each time I think of you. xoxo
emo dosen't mean you always wear black emo doesn't mean you cut. emo doesn't mean your weird . emo doesn't mean your suicidal. emo is real. emo is people. emo is everything. emo is a label. emo is being free. free to be you. free to express....
boy- I missed you at school today, why weren't you there?
girl- yeah, I had to go to the doctor.
boy- oh really? why?
girl- oh nothing, annual shots, thats all.
boy- oh
girl- so wht did we do in math today?
boy- you didnt miss anything that great.......just lots of notes
girl- ok good
boy- yeah
girl- hey I have a question......
boy- ok, ask away
girl-........how much do you love me?
boy- you know I love you more than anything
girl- yeah.....
boy- why did you ask?
girl-................>silence<..........
boy- is something wrong?
girl- no nothing at all
boy- good.
girl- ..............how much do you care about me?
boy- I would give you the world in a heartbeat if I could.
girl- you would?
boy- yeah.........of course I would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??
girl- no, everythings fine......
boy- are you sure?
girl- yeah.
boy- ok.......I hope so.
girl- ..............would you die for me?
boy- I would take a bullet for you anyday, hun
girl- really?
boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???
girl- no im fine, your fine, we're fine, everyones fine.
boy- ............ok
girl-......................well I have to go i'll see you tomorrow at school.
boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.
girl- yeah, I love you too, bye.
THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:
boy- hey, have you seen my girlfriend today?
friend- no
boy- oh.
friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.
boy- I know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last night.
friend- well dude you know how girls are sometimes
boy- yeah........but not her.
friend- I don't know what else to say, man.
boy- ok, well I gotta get to english, i'll see ya after school.
friend- yeah I gotta get to science, ttyl.
THAT NIGHT:
-ring- -ring- -ring- -ring- girl- hello?
boy- hey
girl- oh, hi.
boy- why weren't you at school today?
girl- uh.......I had another doctor appointment.
boy- are you sick?
girl- ..................um I have to go, my mom's calling on my other line.
boy- i'll wait.
girl- it may take a while, i'll call you later.
boy-........alright, I love you hun.
very long pause<
girl- (with tear in her eye) look, I think we should break up.
boy- what???
girl- its the best thing for us right now.
boy- why????
girl- I love you. click<
THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.
boy- hey dude
friend- hey
boy- whats up
friend- nothing, hey have you talked to your ex lately?
boy- no
friend- so you didnt hear?
boy- hear what?
friend- um I don't know if I should be the one to tell you......
boy- dude, tell me
friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468
boy- ok............
BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
-ring- -ring- -ring- voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.
boy- uh.......I must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend.
voice- what is her name, sir? (boy gives info)
voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.
boy- really? why? what happened??? how is she???
voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.
boy- WHAT HAPPENED??!!!!
voice- please come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.
boy- WAIT! NO! *dial tone*
BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
boy- oh my god, are you ok??
girl- ..................
boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!
girl- I..........
boy- you what?? YOU WHAT???
girl- I have cancer and im on life support
boy- .....................>breaks into tears<......................
girl- they're taking me off tonight
boy- why??
girl- I wanted to tell you but I couldn't
boy- why didnt you tell me????
girl- I didnt want to hurt you.
boy- you could never hurt me
girl- I just wanted to see if you felt about me as the same I felt about you.
boy- ?
girl- I love you more than anything, I would give you the world in a heartbeat. I would die for you and take a bullet for you.
boy- ...........
girl- dont be sad, I love you and i'll always be here with you
boy- then why'd you break up with me?
nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.
BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.
but what the boy didn't know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up with him because she knew she only had three more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.
NEXT DAY
the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other... THE NOTE SAID:I told her I would take a bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...
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