Entry one

I decided that after, months of thinking, to write this blog, I just think I should express my thoughts. It just gets me down, thinking of how we are actaully here, don't get me wrong if I can I'm optimistic but I mean, can you really say their is a god, a superior being, controling us like puppets just ready to cut the strings. If that were the case then it would be a cruel and evil one, heartless and barbaric. Then you have to think about todays society, murder, rape and other crimes that seems so horendous you have to think, their alot of sick people out there. I mean look at them greedy always looking out for number one, and wanting their thoughts expressed first and forthmost, and if anyone is reading this then dont give me the crap that it doesn't apply to you, because it applys to everyone not just on mara but in the world. Answer this honestly if you had to save yourself or ten strangers what would you pick.
The world is a harsh reality that throws crap at you, so why are we here?