My engagement is over.
3 months, 26 days and 15 hours ago
14th Aug 2019 19:14
I was engaged yesterday. Today we're done. He's moving an hour an a half away on Friday. It's destroying me. I have all the love and support I need, but I've not been active and I know some people have been wondering why. I won't be active for awhile until I heal I think or I might do like I did when my marriage fell apart and ended and throw myself into mara. I don't know. All I know is right now I hurt so bad I want to die. I'm trying to fight it, I'm trying to fight for him and he just wants to be free. I love him enough that even though it kills me, even though it destroys me, I have to give him what he wants. So I'm trying to let go, and I just don't know how. I want him to be happy, and he can't help how he feels. I can't help how I feel either though.